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Adam (ah lau), KaiZhi
16 Mar 1985
Singapore Management University
Just a simple guy with daily bits and pieces to share, if it doesn't suit you then close the browser you may.
A winded soul at the moment taking a refuge in a world abundance of knowledge and physicality
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Been through 3 years in SMU,
all the halter and skelter was just great coupled with my own biz ... enjoyed.
However some concerns surfaced recently, fretting yet I want to solve.
High expectations I have for myself whenever I take on certain roles/jobs/tasks.
However, for my internship now, I do not see myself completing the registrations for them and that's a downer for me.
As for fyp, communication channels are kinda failing and some upsets among the group.
Haiz ...
I don't know how to go about now coz it is really simply demoralizing.
For fyp, resolved, placated and it's gonna go on and my wish is for all in the team to go on learning more and getting a good grade at the end of journey ... that's my resolution.
For internship ... my concerns will be raised to my immediate superior and see how we can go on from there.
At the moment, it is just plain disappointment for me for I really take a very firm stand on my expectations and performances.
... Sigh~~~
7:50 PM
Saturday, February 28, 2009
She is a wonderful and doting grandma, who has suffered in the past few years.
I will no longer be able to call upon her from now as eternity has taken her this morning at 07:04.
Through the years, she showered her love on me. Concerns and gestures, simple yet heartfelt.
In respect, my dad is a role model for how he took on the responsibilities as a son to my grandma.
Grandma, take care and good bye ... 28 Feb 2009 07:04
8:21 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Hidden in the realms, there lies the anxiety.
A subtle crawl on the skin.
That minute, it suffice to cause flutters and halts to the heart.
How then, should it be suppressed?
Through the ages, it played and toyed with the mind.
Causing ill aftermath each time it is done.
A partner in crime and just, nothing but mere stimulant for dreadful thoughts.
Nothing broods ill from it alone, yet with the coupling circumstances it is a devil.
Beckoning the appearance of a calming hero,
No one answers the calls but only yourself,
Trying to twist its effects from being an adversary to a beneficial friend.
Accept its presence and sense its pleads,
for it is just a barrier to a stronger self.
Hold faith in your abilities and then Anxiety is nothing but mere dust.
1:23 AM
